Not sure if anyone checks this, I barely post…

Hello! I just felt the need to update. So here I am.

Nothing new on the teaching front, I’m going to be subbing at Fairport again this year… if they ever call me. Yes, I realize it is only Monday on the first full week of school, but does that mean I can’t hope for someone to be sick/want a personal day for something? Well, not really HOPE for someone to be sick… but just waiting for the call… it’s kinda nervewracking. Then again, I’m not on the right sleep schedule yet for school to be back in session anyway. As you might be able to tell from the fact that I am typing this at 2:47 am… although WordPress says it’s 1:47, weird… might need to fix that. I’m looking forward to subbing again, despite the few days I had where I wondered why anyone would ever want to do it. It’s really not that bad. Some days can actually be wonderful and it makes me want my own classroom! Oh well, nothing I can do about that right now, none of the school districts in the area are looking for English teachers, so I’m SOL for now on that front.

It has finally set in for me that I am a non-student. People are talking about papers they need to write and classes they need to take and all that sort of craziness. And here I am, no classes to take, no papers to write… it’s pretty surreal. Not entirely sure on whether that is a good or a bad thing right now… I’ll get back to you. Perhaps around the time when people have been procrastinating all semester and all of a sudden have 12 papers to write or whatever… then I will probably be VERY happy about not being a student anymore. :-)

House News- Joel has been living there for a couple of weeks now. Still no grown-up bed, so I haven’t spent the night there, but he apparently has a rather nosey neighbour lady who knows the pastor at Joel’s church… Soooooo I don’t know if I’ll be spending the night there before the wedding at all. :-/ She was having a conversation with Joel and his dad and was like “I’ve noticed a young woman come over sometimes at night, but she never spends the night.” Kinda creepy, but she’s 70 and can’t get around very well… come to think of it, I don’t think she has a car, so I guess she has to get her kicks somewhere.

We’ve pulled the plaster, drywall, etc off the walls in the living and dining rooms, the front hall is next. So we’ll be re-drywalling AND painting in there; painting every other room in the house, redoing the full bath AND half bath and a bajillion other things that need to be done. The ones I’ve listed specifically are the main ones that need to be done before the house will really be livable. So, the stuff that needs to get done before the wedding, but that’s 8 months away, so that’s a good amount of time to get things done.

8 months to go before the WEDDING!! Which is at once wonderful and kinda scary. Not scary in a not wanting to get married kind of way, but scary in a “OMG We have a LOT to plan before the wedding” sort of way. But also at the same time, we’re kind of in a weird state of limbo. The major wedding planning things are done- Locations, Photographer, Dress, Bridesmaid Dresses, etc are planned… and there are a few other things we need to plan ASAP, but other things can wait like favours, etc etc etc.

I ordered the save the dates and once we make sure we have all the addresses and whatnot, we’ll probably be sending those out sometime before the end of September.
Anyway, there is probably more that I could babble about, but I’m actually feeling tired AND not coughing at the same time, I need to jump on the opportunity to get some sleep. G’night.

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Helloooooooooooo.

Hello Blog-land. Sorry for deserting you again. :-/

I thought I would do an update about how my wedding planning is going. :-D

I recently went to Alfred Angelo and found my perfect wedding dress. I knew when I tried it on at Becker’s Bridal in Fowler, MI that I definitely loved it, but it was the only one I tried on so I needed to give some other dresses a chance too. There was one that I liked, but it made me feel really warm and had tulle against my legs which was itchy so it had to be vetoed. Then I tried on my dress. I walked out of the dressing room feeling like a pretty, pretty princess. It got approval from my dress adventure friends (Erica, Susan, and Ben) and I definitely definitely loved it more than any of the other dresses. I was flouncing around and posing all silly-like. Then Susan and Jamie (the best wedding dress sales person lady) were like “You need a veil!” and “I know where the perfect one is”. So she brought out the veil.

I was facing Susan and Erica (and not the mirrors) when she put it on and Erica’s lip began to quiver and she looked like she was going to cry. Erica DOES NOT CRY unless it is an extreme situation so I was like “What?” and turned to look at myself and immediately, tears sprung to my eyes. ((On a side note, we had told Jamie that we were the crazy fun type of wedding dress shopping people, NOT the crying type. So she was like “I have to get the tissues for Non-crying people?? It was kind of hilarious.)) That was when I knew that I had found my dress! It is beautiful and I love it and I want to wear it forever and a day.

Then we decided to look at bridesmaid dresses for the girls. They tried on the ones I had liked in the catalog and a few random ones, including one that I didn’t like on the hanger but they had in close enough sizes for Erica and Susan to try them on. When Erica came out in the dress, I knew that it was going to be the dress she was going to wear, but I was originally planning on having them wear different dresses. Then Susan tried it on and it looked great on BOTH of them!! So, the bridesmaid dress was chosen too!! AND, it was only $99, with $25 off because I bought my dress there too… so it ends up only being $75 for them! :-D And it is actually cute enough that they could wear them again (which I know is a cliche thing that brides say, but it is true in this case… and Erica said it first. :-P )

So two of the big wedding planning things that I was kind of worried about have been taken care of!

Wedding Dress and Bridesmaid Dresses!

Now I just need to take Robyn to Alfred Angelo to try on the dress and for me to give them Pamz’s measurements so we can start the ordering process for her dress. :-)

Also, we went to the Ren Faire yesterday and other than it just being an AMAZING day of awesome, we also ordered the necklaces for me and the bridesmaids! :-D :-D :-D !

I am so glad to have so much done for the wedding. I mean, there is still a LOT of work to do, but I feel accomplished right now. :-)

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HOUSE!!!

Contrary to previous statements about not looking for house anymore. Joel and I made one last ditch effort and went to see 4 houses one night. Including the one that Joel just made a deposit on!!

It’s adorable and in the village and 3 bedrooms and 1.5 baths and is on .5 acres and is awesome and great and YAY HOUSE!

I’ll post pictures once we have more access to it. The previous owner still lives there, so I can’t run around willy-nilly taking pictures of her house, she probably wouldn’t approve.

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An update.

Joel and I have decided to put our house-hunting on hold, because we need to save more money for a down payment and there isn’t much around in our price range that we both can agree on. Also, we feel like wedding planning/paying for should be more of a focus for now.

Speaking of wedding planning- it’s driving me a little crazy, because I feel like there is so much we need to do, but we’re at a kind of limbo at the moment. We probably need to have another meeting with Joel, myself, Jim and Jan, and my Dad about trimming the guest list and other various things. We’ve found a photographer that we might be using, which is kind of exciting. We’re meeting with him on Wednesday to discuss stuff and pricing.

Also, speaking of weddings, apparently Joel’s brother Josh got engaged to his girlfriend (now fiancee) Targol… which is great and all, but seems a little sudden. Josh is my brother’s age and has rushed into engagement before, so we’re a little worried. We all prefer Targol to the previous fiancee, but still… it seems rather soon. Also, Jen is going to be pissed that Josh and Targol got engaged before Jeremiah and her. She and Jeremiah have been together for 5-6 years and living together for a while, and there’s no ring. Jere’s in trouble.

No hope on the job front. I’m going to be continuing to sub at Fairport and work at Wegmans in the Floral department… and maybe eventually something will come up? It’s frustrating, but there’s not much I can do about it right now when there aren’t job openings to apply for.

I always start blog posts thinking I have a lot to talk about and then about half way through I forget everything I was planning on saying. Boo.

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House-hunting is an emotional roller coaster

I was in love with a house that I met on the internetz… but it was taken away from me before we could meet IRL. It made me sad.

Then we went to look at a house that I thought looked kinda crap on the internetz, but in person I could see it really working for us. 3 bedrooms, 1.5 baths, a small deck, a pool, a relatively large yard (narrow yard, but long for in the village), it was built in 1932 but has recently had a lot of work done on it and it is only $125,000. Joel needs to go and talk to some mortgage people to figure out the financial bit, and his brother wants to do a walk-through, but I think it could really work. Joel does not seem to be as sold on it as I am, but for the price-range that we are looking for, I think it’s a great deal… so now I just have to wait for him to talk to the mortgage-y people and take his brother to see it and whatnot.

The longer we wait, the more I worry that someone else is going to jump on it and we’ll be screwed. *sigh*

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Worst blogger ever? Perhaps…

Hello Blog!

How’s it going? Long time no see. I fail at blogging regularly. Wow, seriously, it’s June 1st and I haven’t blogged since mid-April. I’ll try to be better about that in das future.

Since April 19th, I’ve graduated from grad school. I am a MASTER bwahahahaha or something. :-) Not having classes is still really surreal. I keep thinking I have homework to do or books that I’ve been assigned to read or whatever. I think it’ll be even more surreal in September. Even though I’ve been taking summer classes for my Master’s, September always feels like when School starts… so when it doesn’t this year, I’ll probably be very confused. My diploma came in the mail last week, it’s pretty and says I have a Masters in Science… but not what the degree is in which kind of bothers me, but I’ll survive. Planning a graduation party for next Saturday, so that should be fun.

Since April 19th, I’ve subbed a LOT more. I still love it. I don’t sub at Perry as much because the hour long drive is lame and I get paid less, but Fairport has been calling me to sub pretty regularly which is awesome. I even got to proctor AP exams. Woohoo! Seeing as a permanent teaching job doesn’t seem to be on the horizon for me anytime soon, I love that I love subbing because I could probably do this for a least a couple more years without going entirely crazy.

Since April 19th, I’ve joined the Rochester Athletic Club for Women (the RAC) to try and get myself in some sort of shape other than round. I’ve been going 4-5 times a week for about 6 weeks now and I’m not seeing the results… although apparently other people can see them or something… I have my re-eval on Thursday, so hopefully when she weighs me and does all the measurements and whatnot, that will prove to me that there is something positive going on… and if it doesn’t, I will be really frustrated. I’ve been giving up time spent with my fiance and friends and family to go to the gym and better myself, so it had better be doing something.

I have more to write about but my brain just shut down… I’ll post again soon, hopefully.

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Long time no see…

Hello blog. I have been neglecting you. It’s been almost a month and a half since I last wrote. Weeeeeeird.

I’ve been subbing like mad whoa… I’ve subbed 15 days at Fairport since March 6th. It’s been pretty awesome. I’ve been having fun being a different type of teacher every day… math, Spanish, English, reading lab/student learning center, math lab, etc etc etc. I’ve been enjoying it a lot!

I finished my Capstone and presentation. I’m so glad it’s done! Except now I’m having the worst time focusing on the little bit of homework that I have left to do for coaching. Hence the update. LoL.

My graduation is May 9th, and then I won’t be a student anymore which will probably be the strangest thing ever… I’ve been a student since I was what? 5? 4, if you count play-school and preschool… It’s going to be surreal not being a student. I can’t wait to have time to get through the books that I want to read instead of ones I have to. Although the list of have to still exists, because people keep suggesting/lending books to me… so yeah, I guess it’s still kind of assigned reading.

I’ve been engulfed by wedding planning. T minus 13 months. :-) I thought I had figured out my flowers, but now I’m not sure… I was thinking of just doing roses (orange and pink) for the bouquets, but I’m back to liking the idea of mixed flowers… roses and alstroemeria and maybe gerbs… I dunno. I’m so indecisive.

We have a reception venue, Burgundy Basin Inn in Fairport. It’s closer to the church and has a special with a local hotel with a shuttle and everything. Yay.

Okay, I probably have more to talk about… but I have to actually get this homework done. Last homework ever!! (that I’ll be doing… not assigning).

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My calling, let me show you it.

Got called to sub at Fairport today!! At the middle school that I attended. :-)

And I discovered something about myself:

I want my own classroom in a middle or high school (before it was definitely high school, but I love middle school too). I want posters on the wall and a desk filled with my stuff. And students who listen to me or even students who don’t listen to me, but students. I’m usually a bit nervous before I start talking in front of the class, but once I start, I’m good to go. I love interacting with the kids, bantering with them when necessary- being an authority figure when it’s needed.

I feel at home and at ease when I’m in front of the classroom. Sure I only slept from 5:45 am to 7 am this morning, sure my feet are killing me because my socks are too tight and my shoes aren’t as comfortable as I thought, sure I feel like I have to hide parts of my personality in order to give off that teacher-y vibe, but that doesn’t matter. I love teaching.

I love teaching. I LOVE TEACHING!

I definitely need to keep this entry somewhere where I can see it because I’ve questioned my calling on a regular basis- but I shouldn’t… this is who I am. This is who I’m meant to be.

I Am A Teacher.

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Fucking subconscious…

I had a weird dream that wasn’t bad until the end and until I woke up and thought about it.

We were at this futuristic mall/spaceship cruise/hotel thing (but it was now, so that was weird). It was Joel, Iain and Susan, my Dad, Lesley and Tim… and my Mum. She had apparently been brought back from the dead (and she wasn’t a zombie or a robot or a cloud of ashes or anything, she was herself). And it was great. We were all acting as if nothing had happened and we were happy and everyone was enjoying themselves.

The spaceship had a self-service kitchen that we all made dinner together in and it was an incredibly happy moment. Then we got back to the parking garage and the car and we all piled in to go home and I had to move some papers to get into my seat and when I looked at them, I realized that they were burial/cremation/funeral home pamphlets and when I asked about it, my Dad explained that yes, Mum was back, but it was only going to be for a week and then she would die again and we had to make the arrangements for her 2nd funeral.

So yeah, really enjoyable dream up until the ending… and then when I woke up, I started thinking about it and how great it was to have her back and everything and now I’m completely thrown off.

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Getting better all the time…

I’ve been shunning social contact for the most part, in order to get work done on my coaching and capstone stuff. I’m ahead of the game for coaching now, still behind in capstone, but I’m working on it, which is a big improvement over the whole not working on it thing. I think the fact that I only have 5 weeks until my complete draft of my capstone is due is definitely making me want to get to work on it… which is making me feel like I’m accomplishing something which is pulling me out of my random sinking depression somewhat.

Also, Erica showed that she actually cares about me by bringing me lunch from Magnolia’s Cafe, so we could have some us time while I took a break from working. That was pretty awesome and is helping me feel better about things as well. So, yay feeling better.

I feel like a douche because I haven’t been able to hang out with Sisan this week. I feel like it’s been forever since I’ve seen her and seeing as she can’t get really out of her house (stupid broken foot), I feel like it’s my fault… but I really need to get ahead on my capstone before I feel able to hang out and do social things… hopefully I can get a ton of work done tonight/tomorrow on it so we can do TV on Monday night when HIMYM is finally coming back.

Still have a huge to-do list, but I’m slowly being able to check things off, so that’s helping, too. Woohoo.

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